dear john, why…

can’t I understand you, as much as I try?

do you get triggered and shut down, instead of communicating?

do you run, when I chase you?

do you only love my conditionally?

do you leave without saying goodbye?

do you say you love me but cause so much pain

do you come back after some time

does each time feel like “this time will be different”

do you allow fear and worry to dominate our happy place

do we keep trying over and over again

dear john, why can’t I move on without you?