Thirsty for love

When you find that person that you want to spend the rest of your life with (or so you think) and it slips away before you can really enjoy it

 

Here’s my story/dilema

We first saw each other at our kids’ weekend class, for weeks our eyes met, silently inviting each other to speak. The only words they muttered to each other was “hey, how you doing”. 

Finally, he approached in the midst of their small talk, they exchanged numbers. Later that night, they met up that date at a local eatery, had a few drinks, great conversation, awesome chemistry. The night was perfect. 

He was exactly what I needed, like a glass of room temperature water with a slice of lemon. He was profofessional, appealing, honest, seductive, masculine, affluent, unapologetic, confident, intense, intelligent and appropriate. Like I said exactly what I desired. 

For a moment I really thought I met the man of my dreams. A real life Christian Grey, I was ready to be his Anastaisa. As heard in the  lyrics to Adore by Prince , he had my heart.  

 

After several months of consistent “good morning” text, late night extended calls, evening dinners, impromptu meet ups, getting to know each other, being vulnerable, not to mention amazing sex. 

Suddenly, it all came to halt, just as my heart was soaked with all these feelings and desires for him. Now I was drenched in tears as I grieved the loss of the Beauty that we created.  However, that creation is also what drove us to ruins. I thought the Universe sent him specifically for me. I thought we had a situation, never thought the state of affairs would be the end to the organic connection we formed over time. 

The fantasy was over, though, great while it lasted. Like a hot day on earth, a rainstorm needed to return to drench my body with his love. 

Have you ever met the person that you thought you could spend the rest of your life with, things were good, and the relationship ended  suddenly? I would love to hear about it and if you have hope he or she will someday return.